Believing Crazy Things

Okay, can I just say I suck at creating YouTube videos, but I'm committed to get better, but OMG - the process is super tedious. Oh well. Game is game as my son would say. I gotta put in the work and try to get better over time. I get it. This week, the release is a quick blurb about our preoccupation with our own destruction/demise/extinction - which we definitely have. Just from shows and movies alone that center around the topic, we are obsessed. If you get a chance, and have the bandwidth, take a look at the video and comment something terrible like how much the quality sucks etc... and then hate subscribe. That would be super helpful.

Anyway, today my mood is still the same - I'm a failure, but still trying. I'm ugly, but I try to dress myself decently and then just don't look people directly in the face which I think is a pretty decent way to handle that issue. I'm smart enough to know how f'cked up things are, but too dumb to cure the the problems. But no matter what, I'm still trying. At least for today, I am.

For those who are struggling, fighting, holding on by a thread, I'm with you. I feel you. Trying to find a way to reach out via business, via the writing - anyway I can to find community where we can strengthen one another on truth, questions - not madness like Project Anchor, False Raptures or any of the other crazy stuff that we believe so very easily.

Anyway, I hope you're having an okay Saturday in spite of the real stuff going on right now.

Hoping for Peace!

Best regards to all,

Haley